Where my journey begins. If I think about it, In the start it was a way to improve my English.
The teacher suggested everyone write about something and most of the people just ignored it. Just like kids ignore the things they don’t want. But I was different and the idea attracted me.
The first face of my journey.
When you start writing, All sorts of secrets start coming out in words. Most of the time you don’t want anyone to read them.
The idea of writing a diary was good. But I didn’t want anyone to read it. So most of the time I ignored to use names of certain people and it’s all ended when crush read it all. And the only thing that made it possible to hide my feelings were not mentioning her name. I still remember the day, I was so nervous that I destroyed my writings which held my feelings.
Lost in thoughts.
Now I had no dairy and my secrets were safe. But now writing was like a part of me. And it is the only thing till now which make me feel good.
Let’s talk about a funny incident. What is the thing you will do if you were asked to self-study?
I was asked to do the same and the teacher was taking rounds in the classroom. But instead of studying I was lost in my own world of thoughts. It was normal for me to write behind my books. That day the teacher noticed me writing and said “Your English is good” but also added a line “So why can’t you get good marks”. Haha, Should I take it as a compliment or negatively I don’t know. But know remembering it back makes me smile.
When the feelings Lost.
There was a time when I was so depressed, I started searching for a safe corner. And searching for my destination many different thoughts getting mixed.
I started converting those thoughts into writing and posting anywhere. And after some time reached a point where my heart was shut and there were no feelings. It was like no happiness sadness, everything felt empty. Believe me, it’s not a good experience.
Getting the lost thing back.
All faces end, and now my school life was about to end. All the friends started going to different directions.
And there were fewer people to spend time with me. So I started reading stories and comics to pass time. And I realised words have to power to move the hearts of people. The lock on my heart opened just because of stories. And the moment made me realise the importance of feelings. You can’t shut down yourself because of the fear of getting hurt. Cause roses always come with thorns and if there is the pain happiness is always be there.
After experiencing different things my thoughts kept converting to become logical and somewhat positive. But one thing is for sure. Endless thoughts that never leave me alone.
I still write different things and it feels good when people love to read. By writing on a blog I am taking on step forward to go beyond boundaries. Inspire people with words and reaching people heart. Don’t know if it’s possible for me, Still let’s see where my journey could take me.